sigh...

So here it goes again...we are short once again for rent. OMG...how many times do I have to remind him...watch out on what you spend...I totally was trying to not to spend because I was worried this might happen again. I only bought what was necessary/what was really NEEDED. Sigh...stresses me out so much and all...i don't know what to say anymore. Gosh, Lord, please help me..please help us...please help!! I know you are the only capable of putting smile upon my face. :(

Ok...So I am 3 days late for my period. It hasn't started...I think I can feel it coming, but nothing is appearing. I was planning to get a pregnancy test today and test it out, but we have no extra money on the side to even go buy it. I'll just wait until next week. But how can I be pregnant? He never left it in there...you know, he always took it out!! I don't know...it's ok though...if it happens, it happens. I'm happy with whatever the lord blesses me with. I really don't want to have anymore after 2 kids...but who knoes...haha. Sigh....

Sigh....sigh...