My husband just left to work and Summer is fast asleep. I've been thinking a lot lately....which I don't even want to think about at all. Financial issues......thoughts.....on life. We have so many debts that we need to pay off by the end of this year and I don't know how I am going to be able to do it. I'm going to go job hunting tomorrow afternoon, I don't know cause we have to go return the fridge and all. Sigh......everything is like geesh! I want to do things, but am not able to because things keep coming up and all. It's like I keep putting people's as my priority and mine last. I so hate it.....I really need to stop it!!!!! ARGH!!!
I'm happy that Aplaham did get a full time job and he starts next week I hope. But I so need a job and all. Gosh, I'm so stressed out and shit. My mind is going to burst just thinking about it. It totally just makes me feel down and all.
Anyways, enough about that stuff!! I have a new vision now! Haha. I'm going to change my diet starting November 1st! I'm going to cut off sugary sodas, greasy foods, and lower my sweet intake. I'm going to go to an Ogranic Grocery Store and buy healthy food. I really need to start eating healthy and start living happily! I'm going to start jogging at 2-3 days out of the week as well. I want a toned body......a sexy body! I want to be able to lose 15-20 pounds. I'm 140 pounds right now, but I would love be 120 pounds again. :)
So cheer on for me and let's make things happen!! :D
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