I just finished watching Princess Diaries with Anne Hathaway. I haven't seen it in awhile and thought I watch it since there wasn't much to do. While watching it I pondered about if I was in her position. Like what would I do? Every girl's dream is to be a princess or have a fairy tale love. What do I have? What did I end with now? I have always dreamed of being a princess...living in a big castle with maids and a personal attendant. I have always dreamed of meeting that special someone who would sweep me off my feet with his kiss and making my feet pop up (like what Mia talked about in the movie).
I did meet my special guy who gave me a kiss that made my foot pop up. His kisses were amazing and left a mark on my mind lingering for him when he left my side. My heart would flutter with butterflies when I was next to him or when he would reach for my hand to hold. Life was perfect when I was with him. Well...I was just really happy/nervous/shy all at once when I was with him. But it's sad that we didn't end like a fairytale story. We didn't end up together because he was always too busy to make time for 'US'.
When I met my husband now, it was a different reaction...not the same. It wasn't all fluttery and magical like Him. I sometime still long for him, but then I understand that we will never be. I long to find another special person who will give me the fluttery magical moments again. Someone who will kiss me and walk away yet; I will linger for his return so I can kiss him again. I long to the princess I dream to be...
Will there ever be a chance again?
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